It looks like you're referencing the experimental film by the group mtrjm (often stylized as M.T.R.J.M. ), specifically the version associated with the phrase "awn layn" (likely "online") and "q" (possibly a version or part identifier).
Released in 1998, is a landmark independent drama written and directed by Lisa Cholodenko in her feature film debut. The film is widely celebrated for its honest and nuanced portrayal of a lesbian relationship and the cutthroat nature of the art world, winning the Waldo Salt Screenwriting Award at the 1998 Sundance Film Festival. Plot Overview It looks like you're referencing the experimental film