He realizes that his "enemy"—his own desire for Laura—is keeping him awake. He looks back at his life and sees a trail of suffering and weeping caused by this love. He is exhausted. He realizes that while he seeks peace, his heart continues to burn with a passion that defies his spiritual goals.
: If you're affiliated with a university or have access to a public library, check their digital collections or catalog. You might be able to borrow a digital copy.
He realizes that his "enemy"—his own desire for Laura—is keeping him awake. He looks back at his life and sees a trail of suffering and weeping caused by this love. He is exhausted. He realizes that while he seeks peace, his heart continues to burn with a passion that defies his spiritual goals.
: If you're affiliated with a university or have access to a public library, check their digital collections or catalog. You might be able to borrow a digital copy.